the world is failing me.
the world is taking everything i need
to be happy.
you know, i really needed just one person.
him. but this is no romance novel. this has no
sunshine and absolutely no rainbows.
all that exists in my mind is him.
no, he will never see it the way i do.
just like when i left everything i loved,
with no return, i see the same thing happening.
he is yet another person among the other
people
places
and things.
everything i hold close just makes its way out of
my life.
i lived a life like this once. i would always do
these same things. but it was a different person,
i felt i had found this perfect person.
but i
dont really think so.
