Some Thoughts

June 20, 2020

I want to write. I don't know what I want to write about. I just have the urge to write.

Sometimes I feel the need to explain why I do the things that I do. I guess I'm not confident enough to just do it and think I can get away with it. I need justification and I want validation. So gimme it.

Related: rationalization. I tend to overdo it. Queen of self-sabotage. But I'm working on relinquishing my crown.

A couple nights ago I had insomnia. My neighbor must've been sleepless too because I could hear him loudly singing "Creep" by Radiohead near 2 in the morning.

I've been really into running lately. It's something I look forward to.

I want to become a more compassionate person.


April 28, 2020

I played myself.

New Life Development

April 1, 2020

I've got a crush on a guy at work. (I work in food service, so my job is still essential. I hope everyone's doing alright. Stay safe at home kiddos.) I don't know if my brain is just looking for a distraction amid these weird times, but he is hella cute. He doesn't pay any attention to me, so I've been doing all sorts of things to try to get him to notice. I don't know if it's been working. I don't know how to flirt. Stay tuned, I guess.

Hello Hello

March 16, 2020

The internet is a strange place. You never know who will stumble across your page and take your words to heart. It can be funny or real or ironic or plain moronic. I think my own awareness that the internet is so open has always made me timid. I like my privacy, and I dont 'like to share. Yet, I do want to share; hence, Ive joined Here, I feel like I can have a space of my own while retaining some semblance of anonymity. It's also quiet here, and I've always thrived in quietude. To be honest, I expect this to die off at some point. Probably when I hit some next stage of my life, but for now, I am here to stay. Welcome to my page. -j

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